오늘 avery 뒤에 벛꽃핀곳에서 샌드위치 먹었어. 세미랑 이런저런얘기하는데, 빠삐가 많이 보고싶어졌어. 몇시간 전만해두 내 앞에서 때롱때롱 발차고 발굴리구 애교떨던 환이. ㅎㅎ 이렇게 말하니까 부끄럽지? ㅋㅋㅋ 아까는 숙제할려는데 방해된다구 툭툭거렸는데 지금은 그런 환이가 너무 사랑스러워. 내가 좀 더 여유로운 성격이어서, 그것도 아니면 능력이라도 되어서 항상 방긋방긋 웃어줘야하는데. 내 주위사람들한테 미안하기도 하고 나 나스스로 그런게 싫어서 고치도록 노력할꺼야. 옆에 사진은 2007년 우리 사귀기 전 10월 중순. 길것다가 본 벽에 쓰인 낯선 단어3개. 많이 변했어 나. 좋아.
Starry starry night paint your palette blue and grey
look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul. Shadows on the hills sketch the trees and the daffodils
catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colors on the snowy linen land. And now I understand what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity how you tried to set them free. They would not listen they did not know how
perhaps they'll listen now.
Starry starry night flaming flo'rs that brightly blaze
swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in Vincent's eyes of China blue. Colors changing hue morning fields of amber grain
weathered faces lined in pain are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand. And now I understand what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity how you tried to set them free. perhaps they'll listen now.
For they could not love you but still your love was true
and when no hope was left in sight on that starry starry night. You took your life as lovers often do; But I could have told you Vincent this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you.
Starry starry night portraits hung in empty halls
frameless heads on nameless walls with eyes that watch the world and can't forget. Like the stranger that you've met
the ragged men in ragged clothes
the silver thorn of bloddy rose lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow. And now I think I know what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free. They would not listen they're not list'ning still perhaps they never will.
